Loading ...Tonight was a night for experimentation and indulgement in the things which my mind did not quite grasp.
Such an indulgement might occur again in the near future, but I know I’m strong enough to not turn it into an obsession…addiction.
Nothing wrong with experimentation makes you have less regrets when your 65 and have trouble holding in that fart in the presence of other people.
On a side note, I’m sick of people assuming I’m a Muslim.
Abdul
me too =P
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sarah
April 16th, 2005
I’m sick of people assuming I’m a Muslim
y?
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unknown
April 16th, 2005
indulgent? experimentation? addiction? sounds trouble to me.
have we gone a notch higher than sheesha this time?
huh huh huh.
tell.
regarding the assumption, perhaps it’s your name.
people can be presumptuous bout these things.
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rizvi
April 16th, 2005
because im not…?
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Abdul
April 16th, 2005
shhh… my granny reads this at times… my lips are sealed :p
yeah… i guess it is to do with the name… you cant get a more islamic name than “Abdul Rahman”
I’m going to give my kids cool names, that is if i actually find someone who would want to have sex with me without looking at my credit card, like Azalea if i have a daughter… hmm or something like Mikael… or Ezekial if its a boy..
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Abdul
April 16th, 2005
haha. cute names. abdul rahman nusrat is a fine name too =/
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sarah
April 16th, 2005
stop making fun of my name!!
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Abdul
April 16th, 2005
Abdul Says:
April 16th, 2005 at 12:23 pm, Reply
because im not…?
ur not wht?
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unknown
April 17th, 2005
because im not a muslim… but everywhere i go people assume i am.
also, use the “Reply” link… :p makes it easier to reply to comments rather than copy pasting…
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Abdul
April 17th, 2005
ok..but how come u got a typical muslim name??
so u christian
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unknown
April 17th, 2005
My parents are muslim they gaveme that name.
Im neither christian nor muslim nor anything else. I am a nice caring person with *some* morals, I do not need a religion to teach me all that.
I do not believe religion can do anything for me which is why I chose not to follow any.
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Abdul
April 17th, 2005
how can u say tht?
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unknown
April 17th, 2005
I just did…
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Abdul
April 17th, 2005
but wht u think of God then?
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unknown
April 17th, 2005
I think there might me a god… i just dont feel strongly for islam as a religion… you can believe in god and not be a muslim…
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Abdul
April 17th, 2005
y not cant be a muslim…?
r u just like tht or something make u not to believe in any religion?
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unknown
April 18th, 2005
its common in muslim teenagers living in usa and uk to turn athiests or agnostics.
one reason “the discrimination” they face.
and the primary reason
what are so called muslims doing with their religion. and if you dont know what your religion is and then you see all the bullshit, no surprise that a person named abdul rehman (meaning servant of Rehman (an attribute of God of muslims)) turns athiest/agnostic.
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the one
April 18th, 2005
I have never faced any discrimination at the hands of anyone in the UK. I lived in pakistan for 14 years. And I stopped caring about religion whilst I was there.
the simple thing is… im a nice caring person I dont lie cheat or steal. I dont go around commiting immoral acts….
then why do i need a religion?… if its just so i can go to heaven… well if god doesn’t accept me the way I am then I do not wish to enter his heaven.
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Abdul
April 18th, 2005
the one
no i dont think itz common…there many teens who know their religion more than a adult…they practice it by heart…
discrimination.. i dont think so…here in Usa no one even care about other people religion…or i ever face discrimination..
Abdul
wow..u lived pak for 14 yrs n u got frm there not believe in religion..
then u believe in revolutionary?
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unknown
April 18th, 2005
sir if i tell you why do i need religion that would be my opinion so try to find it out for yourself. and im not here to convert you either. what you are is perfectly normal. its we, the ones who are living in so called muslim countries, who need to rectify so that you wont suffer. i selute the people who dont let go of their religion in your environment. maybe they understood it.
btw theres a research that says that human mind is created in such a way that it needs religions to maybe function properly. and the concept of God is fairly essential for the mind. as the human mind inevitably wants a picture of God. (hope you get what i meant by picture). dunno if its right or not.
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the one
April 18th, 2005
oh and one more thing. how do you define moral? something moral for you might be immoral for me. so maybe some standard is needed for the definition of morality. how do you set those standards?
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the one
April 18th, 2005
i think ur r right..as i cant even think abt my life without religion..i wasnt close to my religion at my homeland but moving to us…somthin make me to practice my religion..im glad to have one
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unknown
April 19th, 2005
oh ya Abdul..
sorry if i said somthing hard…i dont mean to say any thing like that
itz good to hear other people believe n that all
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unknown
April 19th, 2005
haha you didnt say anything “hard” at all…
I’m not going to force my opinion on you either… it just doesnt do anything for me which is why the way I am 
If religion works for you then thats great
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Abdul
April 19th, 2005
if you get some free time try to find out what religion is. is it really about heaven and hell or getting those “hoors” in heaven or burning in fire? or is there more? and yes that will be extremely hard. or else you can live peacefully. and mostly the easy ways are illusions.
take care
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the one
April 19th, 2005
ur blog is wicked if a little dirty..do ur sisters read all this??
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salma
May 23rd, 2005
They know the address… so they can if they want to
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Abdul
May 23rd, 2005
yea? wow im trying to imagine wot it wud be lyk if my bro had stuff like this..god tht wud b a bit wierd..mujhey to parhtey huey sharam aati….
oh god i m tryin not to imagine.. oyy abbey ne parha kabhi???
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salma
May 24th, 2005
oh and by the way ur pic was nice
hav u got a gf? i mean apart from tht nasty pillow of a thing..merey samney aay kabhi..gala daba doon gi..
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salma
May 24th, 2005
hey i think im in LURRRVE…:D
:D 
;)
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salma
May 24th, 2005
hahahaha… welcome to the people who love abdul club. you are member # 9929312
No no gf here, I dont know how much of this youve read… but im sure I mentioned the girl I’ve had a crush on for 2 years now
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Abdul
May 24th, 2005
just coz i dont talk all the time dont mean i dont read
IV READ THE WHOLE DAMN THING.I READ EVERYDAY :$ . twice a day. tht gal frm college huh..well she aint ur gf so tht means i DO hav a chance…where do u liv by the way…jus askin..no reason..no i dont wanna cum over and rape u…
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salma
May 24th, 2005
Not from essex/london… far away from you…
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Abdul
May 24th, 2005
i didnt say i liv in london…..
and u wudnt mind giving me ur street address wud u? im pretty sure ur in manchester..im sure i read tht….
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salma
May 25th, 2005
and by the way im not salma…tht was a friend..i forgot to change the name..only the first salma msg was hers..so salma if ur reading IM SOOOO SORRY HUN!!
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nat
May 25th, 2005
hahahaha You expect me to give a total stranger my address
My closest friends don’t even know my address
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Abdul
May 25th, 2005
oh come on..u never knw i might jus be tht girly u got a crush on
and maybe tht girly got a crush on u too..
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nat
May 25th, 2005
nah… the girl i have a crush on isn’t a paki.
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Abdul
May 25th, 2005
im not paki
im egyption
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nat
June 14th, 2005
been a long time… i was wondering whatever happened to you…
“.merey samney aay kabhi..gala daba doon gi..”
egyptian that speaks urdu… ?
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Abdul
June 14th, 2005
oh..well.. my ancestors were paki u see..and merey great great great grandad ki last wish thi tht i study urdu for my gcses …:D
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nat
June 15th, 2005
hahaha fucking hell…
what will it take for you to leave me alone? :S
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Abdul
June 16th, 2005
ummm………
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nat
June 19th, 2005
haha i think you should click on the “muslim dating” ad that appears on this page
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Abdul
June 20th, 2005
wot makes u think i need a date BHAIYA?
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nat
June 20th, 2005
Bhaiya. Yes that is much better *phew*.
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Abdul
June 20th, 2005
HELLO
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nat
October 23rd, 2005
your back…
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Abdul
October 23rd, 2005
na u dont say
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nat
October 23rd, 2005
ok… why are you back?
better?
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Abdul
October 23rd, 2005
err….coz i wanna be back?
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nat
October 24th, 2005